A hollow soul.

Facing the window; my eyes are stuck in a blurr

and my mind on thoughts that hollow my soul.

I see how big this world is, and i feel as if i am just

floating through it, watching all of the people be alive and free.

The birds fly through the neverending sky, the possibilities seem

as if they are just as big as the sky there wings are beautifully

soaring through. . .

I see childrean running free; smiles in tact

Worryfree, they are.

Couples holding hands, The look of destiny painted on

there glowing soul.

I can't help but feel as if there is nothing inside of me.

Empty, i am.

I reach for a lovers hand, it is pulled away.

I see my future in my sons eyes, yet i feel as if someone

hit the pause button.

Time is passing by my closed eyes.

I do not want to watch.

There are pieces of my soul scattered

in circles around me, and i have no more energy

to place them together.

I look into the eyes i once saw love;

they are hollow.

There is nothing there.

I touch the skin that was once warm,

it is cold.

i wrap myself into arms that once secured me,

there is no longer security in them.

Where has it gone?

A loud noise breaks my thoughts,

I am able to escape the pain for a moment.

the moment is floating by, just as i.