It is what it is. . . .

When the sun came bursting into the sky this morning, i was just shutting my eyes...
I couldn't get much sleep, due to thought overload in my brain. It's strange
how your bed is supposed to be the place where you go to fall asleep and rest your mind,
However, in my bed is where my head can do everything else EXCEPT REST! Also where some of my most brilliant thoughts surface, and where all of my worries attack me at once. Sleep depervation seems to be one of my most common issues.

Mainly, all my thoughts seem to be focusing on growing up, and entering real adulthood.
Maybe because everything in my life has changed so drastically, Now that the physical portions are all caught up, like moving into a new house, having a child, bills, and responsibilities i never had to worry about, Now the mental portion is catching up. To be honest, it's happening too soon!! It feels like just a few weeks ago i was still worrying about simple things in life, like sleeping in all day, and only have a few hours to do my hair and make up to go out to a party around the block. Now here i am worried about bills, jobs, and my family. Sometimes i find myself asking "Now that those days have come and gone, am i even the same person?" It really feels like i'm a whole new person sometimes, new life, new people, new worries.. What happen?

I constantly wonder if there are other people in the world who think among the same thoughts i dwell on... Are there people out there who at this very moment are wondering the same things i am wondering? And if so, do they feel the same way i feel?

I would really love to meet people, and hear what thoughts they dwell on, what feelings they are feeling, and how it affects them.