Want to look better?

The other day i came across this pretty cool website that will actually let you upload your picture and try hair styles, make up and contacts styles on your face to see what you would look like if you decided to make a change. It's pretty cool because i was looking to lighten my own hair and when i came across that site, it helped me realize i wouldn't look very good as a platinum blonde.




You have to make an account, but it takes no longer than five minutes and it's so worth it because you can keep going back as many times as you want! Most other websites that let you do this charge a pretty good amount of money to do something like that.. So i think it's well worth it to just spend some extra time signing up with them.

After you've signed up, you just type in make-over matic in the search box, and click the link that says make-over-o-matic, and upload your picture and follow the instructions from there. I would suggest using a picture of your hair being in a pony-tale. Once your trying on hair colors and styles, you can chose the "hide hair" option in the bottom right side of the options.

here's the website

Change your hair CLICK Here!

the end of the world this wednessday??

Earlier this morning i was doing some research on the presidential camieghn to see what the latest was, since i have been sort of out of the loop the last few days. I ended up stumbling across some rather interesting information.

This wednessday (September.10th, 2008) a group of scientists at CERN are supposed to turn on a very important machine that is supposed to prove the big bang theory.

My opinion honestly, is that i love science, BUT i think this is so wrong!!!

seriously, WHO CARES if god isn't real, and this world was created by science, let people believe whatever they want, DOES HOW WE GOT HERE EVEN MATTER THAT MUCH, WHEN WE'RE ALL GOING TO DIE ANYWAY?

It makes me very angry to know that there are people out there wasting there entire life trying to make a point. And what if they are so right, and they prove there little point? Then they'll just feel so stupid in the end, for wasting so much of there time, only to realize they wasted so much of there life away, TO FIND OUT THAT WHEN WE DIE we don't go anywhere!!


for my readers, i would like to know your opinion, and any other information you have regarding this post.


HERE IS SOME MORE INFORMATION:

A huge particle accelerator experiment is about to start and a tiny group of people believe it could spell the end of the world. But why are we so obsessed with the possibility of apocalypse?

The world will end. That much is a certainty. But it may not be soon. And in all probability it will not come to a shuddering, fiery, boiling, cataclysmic end on Wednesday this week.

THE LARGE HADRON COLLIDER At Cern on French-Swiss border One of biggest and most expensive experiments in human history Critics say micro black holes could be created, that could swallow the earth Cern says any black holes will evaporate quickly and harmlessly Effects will be less than cosmic ray collisions in atmosphere Collisions could shed light on creation of universe First beam on Wednesday First collision later in year Action ongoing at European Court of Human Rights to stop experiments LHC Kritiks lead opposition 'Big Bang machine' fires up Cern's LHC safety page

That is when the Large Hadron Collider on the Swiss/French border has its first full beam. The collider is a giant particle accelerator which, by smashing one particle into another, will tell us amazing things about the birth of the universe, scientists hope.

But there are a small but significant group of naysayers who worry that the LHC is not 100% safe. Opponents say it cannot be definitively said that in a worst case scenario the collider will not produce micro black holes and dangerous "strangelets".

In this worst case scenario the earth could very well have had its chips.

However, the consensus of physicists is that the collider is perfectly harmless.

But when you see a headline in a newspaper that says "Are we all going to die next Wednesday?", one can't help but wonder at our fascination with the idea of the end of the world.

I'll be waiting on a hot air balloon.

It's absolutely amazing how fast a day goes by, and how fast a day turns into a year, and before we know it your life is almost over. It's almost like being on a ride, and every now and then the ride slows down, and you start to realize the ride doesn't keep going forever, and pretty soon before you know it the ride will be over. Everyone has thought about it, but i don't think that many people realize how serious it is. One day we'll all be gone forever, and to be quite honest, i believe everyone takes this life for granted. Take a look around this world, it can be anything you want it to be, if you think it's too dangerous, or too scary, or you're angry with people in this world, then you'll never be happy. This world does have it's flaws, just like the people who breathe the air on it's surface, but if you really open your eyes and look beyond the people, and the bad things, you will see so many things.

I live for long walks, no matter where it might be, just to step outside of my own life for awhile place myself along the outside for awhile. Seeing children playing, animals running free, the wind wiping through the trees, lovers holding each other and other people just like me living there every day life. Those things make me happy because the spirits of all of those people are so alive and full of positive energy, and if you stop and think about how beautiful it is to just be alive, you'll feel more alive then you ever have.

Sometimes i do get a little scared of death, and what will happen to me when i leave this beautiful place. I do believe in god, though sometimes the thoughts and the fear is still in the back of my head. It's hard to not be sad about leaving this place when you think of all the great wonderful things that you've seen. But something i have realized is that even if what i believe isn't true and i leave this earth only to be disappointed by the fact that there is no heaven, at least i believed in something, because a life of not believing in anything is a very sad thing. Though, it's hard for me to understand how people don't believe in anything. With all of these beautiful miracles and signs, how could you turn your head the other way and pretend like there is an explanation. Don't get me wrong, it's not that i think it's wrong to not believe. I don't think there is any correct way to live your life, or any correct belief that you should follow. To me, as long as you are happy and have no regrets, at the end of your life, you will find your peace before you shut your eyes.

My escape.

I can still remember when i was little, the very first vacation i ever went on, it was a trip to the upper peninsula of Michigan. Driving through the woods, all of the different colored leafs in piles lying next to the towering trees they fell from. The cool air that swept across my face, the fresh air that smelled so calming and crisp. It was the first time that i ever felt completely safe. I felt as if i could walk through the paths the trees made, and get lost in those woods and be the happiest i could ever be in life. It was my very own escape. I remember sitting on a tree stump which stood on top of a hill that overlooked every feeling of peace anyone would ever need.

It was there that i realized if i could just keep going to these places all of the time, i could escape all of the time. It was so different from being at home, where everyone was fighting, i was constantly worried about my mother, who was always depressed, her worries always became mine, even if i was only seven years old. I knew that i wanted to be alone in those woods, where no one could hurt my feelings, where there wouldn't be anyone else's worries to make my own. But the older i got, the farther away that place seemed to be, sometimes it felt almost impossible to reach that place ever again.

I just think it's so amazing how one little place can change your whole outlook on life, weather it be temporary, or permanent. And the older i get, the more places i see, the more people i meet, i start to see that this world is filled with people and places that can make you feel the way i felt that day. I guess what i am trying to say is that no matter how sad i get, no matter how hard things get, even if i feel like i'm at the end of my rope, and just can't handle this "life" anymore, the thought of these people and places, is what keeps me going. I have hurt a lot in my life, seen some horrible things, thought my life would never get better, but as weird as it sounds, i've stumbled across some beautiful places, and people who made me feel like i was on top of the world which in the process made those bad things seem so small.

So when you're on the bottom looking up, trying not to drown in your problems, just remember that every bad thing you go through, one day will be so tiny while your on top looking down, that it's almost worth it.

It is what it is. . . .

When the sun came bursting into the sky this morning, i was just shutting my eyes...
I couldn't get much sleep, due to thought overload in my brain. It's strange
how your bed is supposed to be the place where you go to fall asleep and rest your mind,
However, in my bed is where my head can do everything else EXCEPT REST! Also where some of my most brilliant thoughts surface, and where all of my worries attack me at once. Sleep depervation seems to be one of my most common issues.

Mainly, all my thoughts seem to be focusing on growing up, and entering real adulthood.
Maybe because everything in my life has changed so drastically, Now that the physical portions are all caught up, like moving into a new house, having a child, bills, and responsibilities i never had to worry about, Now the mental portion is catching up. To be honest, it's happening too soon!! It feels like just a few weeks ago i was still worrying about simple things in life, like sleeping in all day, and only have a few hours to do my hair and make up to go out to a party around the block. Now here i am worried about bills, jobs, and my family. Sometimes i find myself asking "Now that those days have come and gone, am i even the same person?" It really feels like i'm a whole new person sometimes, new life, new people, new worries.. What happen?

I constantly wonder if there are other people in the world who think among the same thoughts i dwell on... Are there people out there who at this very moment are wondering the same things i am wondering? And if so, do they feel the same way i feel?

I would really love to meet people, and hear what thoughts they dwell on, what feelings they are feeling, and how it affects them.